I prayed that boarding would be announced soon because I feared Eric might track me down. Nothing was impossible for that man to do (except turning back the hands of time ofcourse).
Finally, heavens heard my prayers. Boarding was announced and I couldn’t wait to get on the plane. That was the only time I will be sure that I was safe from Eric. Tears welled up in my eyes as I sat down and fastened my seat belt. I was missing Eric so much, how was I going to survive without his love? I was tempted to abort the plan and just head back home but that would ruin Eric’s life. I couldn’t get the words of the King out of my head. I wanted to hear Eric’s voice, just for one last time before take off but I couldn’t gather the courage. I brought out my phone and turned it on for the first time since I switched it off. I had to call my parents and let them know I was boarding and that I was okay. Immediately the phone came on, it rang. Caller ID? Eric. Why was I not surprised? I contemplated whether to pick up the phone or not.
“Ain’t you going to get that?” the man sitting next to me asked.
I looked at him and rolled my eyes, ‘what the hell was his business’ I thought to myself. I starred into the phone in my hand, it was as if Eric had put the phone on automatic redial. I couldn’t even get to call my parents because the phone won’t stop ringing. The guy beside me kept making uncomfortable sounds which I found very irritating. He was murmuring under his breath “If you don’t wanna pick, then turn the damn phone off”
I pretended not to hear him. After a few seconds, I decided to pick the call.
“Hello.” I said.
“Lulu, my love, my life, please don’t do this to me. I’m going to die. Where are you? I will come and get you. Remember your promises, think about my kisses and caresses. Please I beg you Lulu, don’t leave me. I beg you in the name of whatever you hold sacred. Don’t go please baby. I will figure out a way for us to be together.” Eric cried.
I didn’t say anything, I was dumbfounded. My heart skipped a beat and I swallowed hard. But how could I ever forget the King’s words? I needed to stay strong.
“Okay Lulu, if you must go, please take me with you. Let’s go away together, I will go to the end of the world with you. Please my love. I beg you. Please say something my Princess.”
My heart broke into a thousand pieces. Tears welled up in my eyes. I finally found my voice and replied. “Eric, believe me, I would give anything to be with you right now, but I can’t let you throw your life away. I can’t let you disappoint our people. Posterity will never forgive me and you know I will become an outcast. We will never be welcomed in our own town again. I love you baby, but this is for the best. I will always love you.”
What happened next shocked me. But thinking about it later, I understood. Eric screamed so loud as he cried into the phone. “You are a coward Lucy, do you know that? You don’t fucking fight for love because you are too terrified of it. I hate you Lucy. I hate what loving you has done to me. I hate that day I set my eyes on you. You are a bloody coward who does not know what love is and how to hold onto it. I curse you Lucy, you will never be happy I swear. And you will never forgive yourself when you have my blood on your hands. I hate you Lucy. And don’t you dare come to my funeral. I hate you.”
The line went dead. My heart almost stopped beating. I clutched my chest and breathed in deeply and exhaled heavily. I felt sick to my stomach. I had to rush to the lavatory to throw up. I came back to my seat, covered my face and cried so bitterly.
“Are you okay?” the man sitting next to me asked. I couldn’t even bring myself to answer him. I tried but choked on my own saliva. So I I just kept quiet. I was sitting by the window so I faced the window and turned the back of my head to him. I called my father to let him know I was safe and boarded. I also told him what Eric said to me in tears.
“Lulu, don’t worry, he’s only hurting. Ofcourse you know he does not mean those things. He maybe angry now, but he will soon realize all you did was for his own good.”
Those were the exact words of my father and honestly, it was soothing. I felt relieved. I also spoke to my mother and I begged her to keep an eye on Eric for me. My parents were very supportive and their words encouraged me, I felt a bit relived. I sent Eric a text.
“My Prince, the love of my life, my treasure, my hero, forgive me please. I’m doing this for you, for us. Yes you were right, I will never be happy, how can I be? When I’m not with you? You will always be the man for me. My regards to your mother, please ask her to forgive me. And tell the King I said Thank you, he was right. I LOVE YOU!.”
Immediately, my phone beeped. Eric replied.
“The King? Did you see him? What did he say to you? What is he right about? Is he responsible for your leaving me? Lucy, what transpired between you and the King?”
Oops, I may have said too much. I quickly switched the phone off and put it in my bag.
“Feeling better I see.” the voice beside me said.
I smiled and replied, “Yeah, better thanks.”
“Glad to hear that. I’ve been watching you right from the departure hall. You have been gloomy. Wanna talk about it?”
“No thanks. I’m good. So you’ve been stalking me?”
“Hahaha Na, We are sitting together by coincidence. I was looking at you because you look very familiar. But I can’t seem to place your face or where we met.”
I smiled, and for the first time, I gave him a good look. He looked familiar as well. But I just couldn’t remember him either. I felt a bit more at ease.
“By the way, my name is Mo.” he stretched forward his hand for a hand shake.
I took his hand in mine and we shook. “Lulu here.” I replied.
“Oh! Nice to meet you Lulu. What a weird name I must add.”
We both laughed. I just didn’t want to tell him who I was. Since he already said I looked familiar, I didn’t want to be recognized by someone who knew Eric and I together. I hadn’t gone that far only to be discovered. Mo was a good spot, he joked a lot and made me laugh.
“So tell me Lulu, where are you coming from and where are you going?” he asked
“Well, I’m on the same fight with you. So obviously we are headed to the same location. As for where I’m coming from, let’s just say that as long as you don’t get nosy about the life I just left behind, you and I can be friends. Deal?”
“Opps! I’m sorry. Didn’t mean to pry. Just wanted to get to know you. Deal.”
“Well, let’s just say, my life just began today. I won’t ask for your information and you won’t ask for mine.”
“Hmmm, you must be running away from something bitter. So where are you heading?”
“Wow, same here.”
“And where will you be staying?”
“I will be at my dad’s cousin’s place. I’ve not spoken to her though. But my dad talked to her and shw will pick me up. I will only be with her for a while.”
“I see. Okay then Lulu. It’s a pleasure meeting you.”
I smiled. Mo and I got talking all through the flight, except when we slept. He told me about his work in New York and about his relationship. I only told him I left my life behind to start afresh. Mo was a good distraction. Atleast he got my mind off my worries and Eric. I was dying to talk about Eric, but I didn’t want to. I felt not talking about Eric will make me heal faster. As if……..
Anyway, we arrived and I called my father’s cousin who was supposed to come pick me up with Mo’s phone. But no one would pick. Mo was a gentleman, he said he would wait at the airport with me until my relative came to get me. I must say, the weather was cold. I didn’t have enough time to shop back home for clothes suitable for the weather. Mo was kind enough to open his suitcase and give me a jacket. After we waited for three hours and nobody called me back, picked my calls or even came to get me. Irrespective of the fact that I left voice messages on the answering machine. I was tired and frustrated.
“I don’t know how to say this Lulu, but you can come wait at my place. They will call my phone anyway, and when they call, they can come and pick you at my place. You Can’t sit here like this. Trust me, you need some hot coffee.”
Mo made sense. It was really cold the morning we arrived. So we left for his place. I don’t get it. If papa’s cousin didn’t want me in her place, why did she say I could stay there? I had a very hot shower and Mo made us something to eat, the hot soup was nice. Surprisingly, no one returned my call. I was very upset. I told Mo to take me to a hotel but he declined. He said I could stay in his spare room. Truth is, I felt safer being around someone. I don’t know what I would do to myself if I was alone, I missed Eric so much. I had promised my parents I’d call them on arrival but I didn’t. If Papa knew how I was left stranded at the airport, he’d be furious. Besides, Mo was nice. He would go to work and I would stay home, and when he returned in the evenings, he would either cook or we will go out for dinner. We became very close friends and got used to eachother, it was as if we knew eachother for so long.
Mo told me about his girlfriend, a white girl called Alexandrea. He preferred to call her Lex. She was a pretty girl and nice too, with a long blonde hair. Mo told her we were related and that I had come to America to study for a few months. Lex didn’t mind at all, we actually got along just fine. Every time Lex was around, I will give them space and just remain in my room. Having Lex come over had its pros and cons. I had a female to relate with in the house and the cons? The fuck sounds that came out of their room made me want to go home to Eric. It left me wet and horny all the time. It was like Lex was insatiable. She could hardly keep her hands off Mo. They were both like wild dogs. She brought out the fuck beast in Mo.
Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!
That went on almost every night on the wall next to mine. I knew what was going on because loud moans of ecstasy always accompanied the banging. I was surprised they hadn’t torn down the wall yet. Ah, young love, or hot-fuck-me-senseless-now lust rather. My cries for Eric at night were mostly interupted by their fuck sounds, the squeaking bed, the moans and groans, the head board hitting the wall which happened to be the wall that separated me from them even-though the wall was not really thick. This particular night was a disaster for me. They have never been so careless about the fact that someone else slept next door. But that night, caution was thrown to the wind. I had spent the entire night crying and thinking about Eric when I heard the sounds. However, my side of the wall was always quiet everynight. I laid on my queen size bed, silk sheets covering my aching naked body and sighed in envy. I tried to tune out the pleasure emanating from the room next to mine, but it was hard to do so when the sounds of fucking is an automatic turn on for me. I tried hard to stay focused but the sounds grew more frantic from next door. How could they go for hours like that and not stop for a break? I gave up trying to ignore the moans and scooted over towards the edge of my bed and placed my ear to the wall. Mo was fucking Lex again. I don’t know Why but I became really jealous. Mo was a very hot guy. He was tall dark and handsom and he had a killer body just like Eric’s. His looks were similar to Eric’s especially the long Afro hair. I got wet just thinking he was doing me and not Lex.
I didn’t know how it happened but my left hand caressed my breasts. My other hand drifted from the bed up my leg and flicked my clit. I inhaled sharply and followed the noise from the other room. Mo was doing something right I guessed, because Lex had started her keening-which always preludes her big O.
I flipped over onto my knees and imagined Mo grasping my hips as he plunges hard into me doggie style. My pussy got wetter and my clit started to throb, I massaged my clit hoping to take away some of the tenseness, but that only made me hotter. I reached for my bedside my bedside drawer and brought out a Vibrator Eric got for me on one of our trips to Europe. I found it in my bag when I unpacked. Truth is, I hid it in one of the compartments in that particular travel bag many months ago so when I packed it up I unknowingly came along with it. Who knew I would ever need it? I guess Eric did. I got the battery out of the wall clock and inserted it into the vibe. I swirled my tongue around its tip and on a ‘bang’ I stuck it to the wall-hoping it stays and it did.
I switched the vibe to ‘random madness’ and massaged my clit some more. Still on my knees I drew the vibrator into my mouth to lube it up. Wowsers, the vibes felt sexy wrong in my mouth. I gently plunged my 2 middle fingers into my now sopping wet slit, ohmygosh, was I wet and clenching with anticipation. Mo was fucking faster and Lex was now keening in shorter gasps. She was close, maybe. Can someone really go that fast, as the thought came I realized I was now dripping.
I turned around and scooted towards the wall and my red silicone cock. I was so wet I didn’t need to push back more than once and I impaled myself with the beautiful feeling of being filled. I moved back and forth every other bang on the wall, which was fast, but I was too fucking horny and worked up to care about speed. My left arm held me up and my right hand went to work swirling hard around my clit. The tension started building low in my groin and I clenched my clit between two fingers. Sharp, pleasurable pain. I thought of Eric and my body vibrated.
I doubled time my thrusts against the wall to match Mo’s erotically fast speed. My hips thrust up and down as my arm pushed me back and forth. I heard a loud smack and Lex moaned louder. Mo just spanked her. Yah, my pussy just clenched in raw, animalistic jealousy.
I started pushing back harder and faster, now bumping against the wall at the same time Mo was making the bed move. I moaned to my own pleasure as I felt an earth shattering orgasm take me over. I clenched the juicy slick cock inside me and bit my pillow to stifle my orgasmic groan of relief, my hips still thrusting and my pussy still clenching. After I orgasmed, I fell to the bed and passed out. Very early in the morning, I heard a knock on my door, I quickly took the vibe off the bed and put it back in the drawer.
“Come in.” I replied to the knocks.
The door opened and I saw Mo standing at the door all dressed up.
“Morning Lulu. I hope I didn’t wake you up?”
“Morning Mo. No you didn’t, I was already up.”
“Anyways, I came to let you know I’m going on a business trip to East Orange, New Jersey. I won’t be back till after two days, I want to inspect an art gallery over there. If you need anything, talk to Lex. She will be here till I return.”
“Wow! Two whole days? Seriously? Okay then. Stay safe.”
I’ve been with Mo for four weeks and that was going to be the first time he was not be coming home. But the good thing was that I had Lex next door. I went back to sleep almost immediately.
“You still sleeping Lulu? I hope we didn’t keep you up last night?” Lex’s voice woke me up. She walked right up to me and sat next to me on the bed.
“No Lex. Don’t worry about it. I slept right through it.” I lied through my teeth.
Later that evening, Lex said she was going out for a drink while I stayed home and cried as I yearned for Eric. I felt quite dirty having to fuck myself last night and even imagine another man’s cock. But then I thought, I’m only human. I’m just a woman. I decided to call my parents with the phone Mo had gotten for me.
“Lulu, what happened? Are you okay? Where are you?”
“Slow down papa. I can’t catch a break. I’m fine.”
I replied. I went ahead and told Papa how his cousin left me stranded and how a good Samaritan came to my rescue. Papa was disappointed in his cousin but at the same time he wasn’t happy I was squatting in a stranger’s house. I assured him I was fine. I spoke with my mother and she was glad I was doing well. I asked after Eric and my mother told me he’s been combing the whole town, looking for me and that he had been to our house uncountable times in the last few weeks. But that for the past few days, they have not heard of him nor seen him. I was worried, what if something bad has happened to him? But Mama said that if that were to be the case, then the news would have been everywhere. I was very sad with the fact that no one had heard of Eric.
I cried till I drifted off to sleep, but was awakened a few hours later by the front door. It was 1AM and Alexandrea must have been drunk I thought, hearing her giggling and stumbling into the house. Then I heard a male voice. I couldn’t make out any words, just the sound of voices coming through the living room. I rolled my eyes, turned over and attempted to fall asleep again. I thought maybe Mo had cancelled his trip.
What seemed like a few minutes later (but could have been longer, I had kind of drifted into that space between waking and sleeping where time doesn’t seem to really mean anything) I heard a soft moan, or at least I thought that’s what I heard. Was it? I held my breath and strained my ears to listen. Did I just imagine it or did I really hear it? I heard another moan, a bit louder this time. I got off the bed and walked towards my door. Mo’s door was just next to mine and it was open which meant I was close enough to hear the moans even though the male voice was not familiar, it turned me on to no end. I’m not a Voyeur or anything like that but hearing a man being vocal gets me turned on and wet in an instant. I stayed standing there, my ear pressed against the only barrier between Mo’s room and I, imagining what was going on in the other room. We’re they naked? Was she exploring his body with her hands, or was she using her mouth?
“Yesss….Oh god, Lexie, please suck my cock harder…”
Ah, she was taking him in her mouth. Oh how I longed to be her right now, taking his hard cock in my own mouth. I slowly let my hand drift down under the waistband of my shorts to rest on top of my panties and lightly rubbed myself. I didn’t want to cum too fast; I wanted to cum with him.
“That’s it Lexie…God your tongue feels amazing! Keep doing that…”
In my head, I was on my knees, taking his cock as deep inside my mouth as I could, holding the back of his legs for support. I saw him looking down at me, and then throwing his head back as he pulled on my hair.
“Yes! Oh god, yesss….ohhhhh Lexie stop! I don’t want to cum yet!”
I was slightly disappointed, but only slightly, at his proposal to stop, and took that opportunity to walk to my bed, silently opened the drawer and took out my vibrator. I needed it. I crept back to the door, but this time I sat on the floor with my legs spread out in front of me.
“God, you’re so wet Lexie!”
I wished at that moment that there was a hole in the wall or that I could phase through the solid material, ANYTHING that would let me see what was happening. I was left with only my imagination, which was driving me wild, but was keeping me so hot. I slid my shorts and panties down now, lightly rubbing my clit with the wetness I was leaking.
“Come on, just slide a finger inside me! You’re driving me crazy! Please!”
Hearing Lex, the same woman who was furiously fucked last night, beg to be touched as if she was sex starved, turned me on even more. I lifted the shirt I was wearing and unhooked my bra, letting my breasts fall free. With one hand I ran my fingers around the nipples, circling closer and closer until I was pinching my nipple between my fingers. With the other, I was still stroking my clit, but I went just a little faster.
“Lick my clit please! Just like that…god I’m gonna cum! Ohhhh yessss FUCK!”
I could hear the squeaking of bed as she thrashed around. I could feel her orgasm as if it were my own, feel his tongue rubbing my clit and his fingers thrusting in and out of my body. I allowed myself a small orgasm, keeping as quiet as I could.
“Get up here now and fuck me!”
“Oh yes, with pleasure Lexie!”
I heard them both moan as I assumed he slid himself inside of her. With that, I placed my feet flat on the carpet, raising my knees, and slid the vibrator inside of me. I didn’t turn it on, just slowly slid it in and out, steadying myself by leaning back on my hand.
“God, you’re really wet. Fuck!”
She only answered in moans and whimpers. I closed my eyes and started thrusting the vibrator just a little faster. I could almost feel his hot breath on my cheek and neck as he panted, see the sweat glistening over his skin and felt it against my own hot flesh. I’d place my lips right against his neck, feeling his heartbeat against them, gently biting him as his pace quickened.
“Yes! Oh GOD! Ohhhh!”
“Get on your hands and knees.”
I did as he had said, pretending it was me he was talking to. I got on my knees, resting my head against the wall, making sure the vibrator didn’t fall out as I changed positions. I finally turned it on, assured that their own passions would cover any sounds me or my vibrator might make.
“Fuck me hard! Yes! Ohhhh goooodddd….I want to cum! Make me cum!”
“Fuck…yesss….god you feel so tight like this….”
“Pull my hair! Yes!! Harder! HARDER!!”
In my mind, it wasn’t her screaming for him to fuck her harder, it was me. I turned the vibrator up more, thrusting it hard into me, using my other hand to rub my clit furiously. I wanted to cum, I NEEDED to cum, and I was going to cum hard, but not without him. I could just barely make out the sounds of their flesh as he fucked her from behind and the groans of the bed as their passion rocked it. Their moans and groans were getting louder, I could almost hear him growl. God, how I wanted that cock to be Eric’s cock fucking me, feeling his cock slamming in and out of my pussy.
“Oh god, Lexie…yes…Ohhhhh…..”
“Fuck me harder!! FUCK!!, I NEED it harder! Slam it into me! OH pleeaassseeee!”
I didn’t know if was just the drinks that had made her so vocal but she was expressing everything I was feeling. I didn’t just want it hard, I needed it. I switched the vibrator to high, pulling away from the wall slightly and bucking my hips back and forth as I rubbed my clit.
“Fuck! Ohhhh fuuuuuckkkkk….Lexie, I’m….ooohhh god I’m gonna cuuuuuummmmmmmm”
“yesssssss….oohhhhh gooodddddd” I whispered. I couldn’t have stopped even if I tried. In my head he was cumming inside me, filling me up. My body went rigid as I came, and came hard. I kept plunging the vibrator inside of my pussy to the sounds of her squealing as she came, but I was thinking about Eric writhing behind me as he unloaded into me. My body was writhing and twitching, now, as I was panting and biting my lip to keep from screaming as I felt my juices slip out of my pussy past the vibrator.
I came down, panting and trying to catch my breath, and slowly made my way back to my bed. Part of me was embarrassed that I had listened in on other people’s intimate moment and gotten off. I was so weak and fell asleep.
I woke up late the next morning but that wasn’t a problem. I had no where to go afterall. While in the kitchen making pancakes, I decided to call out for Mo and Lex to find out if they wanted some.
“Mo, Lex, I’m making pancakes, want some?” I called out from the kitchen.
Next thing I knew, Lex came running out of the room screaming like a mad woman. Her blonde hair scattered all over her face enough to scare a child and she barely wrapped her naked body with a white sheet. I was in shock myself.
“What? Lulu, did you say Mo? He’s back? Where is he?”
“What do you mean where is he? Wasn’t he the one you came home with last night?” I asked in confusion. “I thought I heard the both of you come in together around 1AM. I heard voices so I just thought…..”
“Well, you thought wrong. I didn’t even come home till 6AM. Maybe you were dreaming.”
Was this lady kidding me? I know what I heard for heaven’s sake. I even got off listening to their fuck noise. Now she tells me I was dreaming? I ignored her and walked right into Mo’s bedroom but to my surprise, there was no one there. Except for the scattered bed. I felt lost. Was I loosing my mind? I was very sure about what I heard last night. So what was she talking about? I didn’t want to ask her anymore questions so I went back to making breakfast for us. We ate and went out to see a movie together. Mo returned the following day. Damn! Was I glad to see him. After we had lunch, I went to my room to call home, no one still heard of Eric. I said a little prayer for him and hoped that he was okay. While I was still lost in thought, I heard sounds, I thought the wild dogs were at it again, fucking eachother’s brains out. But then, it was wasn’t the normal moans, it sounded like an argument. Their voices became louder. I went closer to my door, our doors were open so it was easy to hear them clearly.
“That bitch be telling you lies about me right? I’m sure she wants to have a feel of you that’s why she’s telling you nasty things about me yeah?” Lex said.